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Did you really think anything more would become of...whatever you want to call it between me and CD? I really don't care what you want to call it, because as of 1/2/12, it's over.
I was thinking about ending things not too long after I left his bed the last time, which was right before Christmas...you know...the time of year where you would rather spend it with someone you care about, and cares about you.
Someone you would enjoy seeing in the daytime and the night. Someone you could stand to see clothed sometimes. Someone you wouldn't mind seeing outside of the bedroom (or couch...shower...uh, what was I talking about again?)
It was during the holidays I received an epiphany for Christmas: Besides a good ole time, what is the point of it all?
Eventually I'll want to try my hand at a relationship again, but to get to that point I'll need to spend less time with the toys -- CD included -- and more time meeting potentials. But, that's only part the reason for cutting of the supply.
Shortly after midnight, on the 2nd, and predictably, he texted me. He reached out after all the holiday fanfare ended. I was an after thought and for whatever reason, on that night/morning of the 2nd, I wasn't okay with it anymore.
But, that's only part the reason for cutting of the supply. As of 1/1/12 I am officially celibate. Did you just spit out your cawfee? Happy New Year!
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